Help.....oh what a situation, I am torn between a strong desire for sticky toffee pudding and not wanting to brave the cold wet squally monster who is sat outside my back door, who i need to brave in order to get it. What shall I do, I have 15 mins to decide because then strictly come dancing comes on and it will be too late. Hang on ....... I am back now, there, desire won and having defeated the monster I now feel I deserve the pud,great, you will have to give me a while now..........Well the pud was worth it (Ray and Camilla got voted off, I love all the dresses I want to be on the show).

Yesterday I went for a treat to the spa 1887 in town. Brian had the girls all day it was amazing. Everyone should go at least three times a year.

Coralie has turned into a sleep demon after lovely day yesterday both girls were up till after midnight, today, currently Coralie is still up screaming and writhing having woken up twice since she first went to bed, its only 10.00 I don't know what to do with her. I just know in a few weeks or months it will be different/hopefully better and nothing stays the same, phew. I have put spiders to the back of my mind and thoughts of long term what to do, will come back to that another day. I have also been thinking about home education again, it seems so far away and unachievable without going nuts, but more and more what I would like to do. Another conundrum, I am sure I will just tow the party line again.

Will find some nice photos of the girls for next time.